{"id":1297,"date":"2010-12-21T09:00:30","date_gmt":"2010-12-21T15:00:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.jodilee.ca\/?p=1297"},"modified":"2010-12-17T03:16:54","modified_gmt":"2010-12-17T09:16:54","slug":"this-is-the-end","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/?p=1297","title":{"rendered":"This is the end&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><center>&#8230;<\/center><\/p>\n<p><em>Choose they croon the Ancient Ones<br \/>\nThe time has come again<br \/>\nChoose now, they croon<br \/>\nBeneath the moon<br \/>\nBeside an ancient lake<\/em><\/p>\n<p>So, have we made it through the first decade relatively unscathed? Perhaps a scar here, a nick there&#8230; but for the most part, we&#8217;re all in one piece, yes?<\/p>\n<p>Good. Now get out there and do it right this time. You&#8217;ve got just under two years to pull your socks up and get ready. Prepare yourselves&#8230; you know, have water on hand, maybe some MREs, definitely a rifle or hand gun or a rifle and a hand gun. Better yet, a rifle, a hand gun and a tank.<\/p>\n<p>Seriously, who the hell doesn&#8217;t want a tank?<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m keeping my personal thoughts about the end of the Mayan calendar to myself. I do think they&#8217;d form a pretty nice little apocalyptic story. Or maybe not-so-apocalyptic. Still, I know there are folks in the &#8216;zombies are coming&#8217; camp, and folks in the &#8216;blink out of existence&#8217; camp, and then there are the folks planted firmly in the &#8216;nothing is going to happen&#8217; camp. Well, I&#8217;ve chosen my camp. <\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t care, one way or the other. I&#8217;m with the &#8216;meh&#8217; camp.<\/p>\n<p>According to the Doors movie (<em>ha<\/em> I know the movie was more fiction than truth) Ray Manzarek supposedly once said:  <em>I feel the universe functioning perfectly but I&#8217;m still perfectly locked inside myself. Instead of oneness, I feel isolation.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I lot of what I do is solitary, it&#8217;s the nature of working from home. I&#8217;ve put a lot of other things aside in order to get everything going with Belfire, my freelance work, and a handful of other projects I&#8217;ve not been sharing around (no offense, just don&#8217;t feel like sharing &#8217;em). I keep in touch with friends mostly by email or facebook, see the local ones occasionally in the &#8216;meat world&#8217; and stay in touch with ah&#8230;others&#8230;by messenger and voip. <\/p>\n<p>But mostly, at least 16 hours of the day, it&#8217;s a solitary life, and has been for the last 7 years. In a couple of years, that 16 hours will extend to 24, when the youngest packs up her gear and moves on to start studying&#8230; well, whatever it is she&#8217;ll be studying. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m starting to think I need to put an end to the hermit life, and start interacting more with the world. Particularly offline. Even if I have to schedule it in&#8230; \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s been a long year, and amongst the highs there were some serious lows. I rarely make deep friendships, and I thought I had one for a while&#8230; but it turns out that wasn&#8217;t the case. A friend I&#8217;d thought lost long ago got in touch, and of course&#8230;there was the massive familial blow up. <\/p>\n<p>Professionally, things have been great. I&#8217;ve been busier than an ant next door to a picnic. Thank the gods &#8211; this is the first year in several where I didn&#8217;t experience some form of depression; moments of sadness, yes, but not the bleak, tiring, dreary days of gray. I have a lot of people to thank for that, and they know who they are.<\/p>\n<p>They&#8217;ve also been pretty low&#8230; some decisions have had to be made that won&#8217;t make other people happy &#8211; nor do they make me happy. But they&#8217;re necessary to keep things moving along the way they need to, the way they should. I have a recession to thank for that. <\/p>\n<p>Changes are coming, hopefully for the better. The new year looks to be busy, busier, and the busiest yet. <\/p>\n<p>Blessed Yule, everyone &#8211; or Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah&#8230; how about just plain old, Seasons Greetings? \ud83d\ude09 And absolutely &#8211; a very Happy New Year!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;<br \/>\nChoose they croon the Ancient Ones<br \/>\nThe time has come again<br \/>\nChoose now, they croon<br \/>\nBeneath the moon<br \/>\nBeside an ancient lake<br \/>\nSo, have we made it through the first decade relatively unscathed? Perhaps a scar here, a nick there&#8230; but for the most part, we&#8217;re all in one piece, yes?<br \/>\nGood. Now get out there and do it right this time. You&#8217;ve got just under two years to pull your socks up and get ready. Prepare yourselves&#8230; you know, have water on hand, maybe some MREs, definitely a rifle or hand gun or a rifle &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,799],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1297","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general-pondering-on-writing","category-miscellania"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1297","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1297"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1297\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1301,"href":"http:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1297\/revisions\/1301"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1297"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1297"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1297"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}