{"id":1108,"date":"2010-07-29T02:55:21","date_gmt":"2010-07-29T08:55:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.jodilee.ca\/?p=1108"},"modified":"2010-07-29T02:56:15","modified_gmt":"2010-07-29T08:56:15","slug":"hey-now-hey-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/?p=1108","title":{"rendered":"Hey Now, Hey Now"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=oCqsG1t7RoU\">There is freedom within&#8230;.<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been trying to catch the deluge in a paper cup. In fact, there is so much deluge my eyes are crossing and I&#8217;m having the most amazing dreams (when I finally give up and go to bed). <\/p>\n<p>Now you know <em>why<\/em> I go at the pace I go, and why I&#8217;m always five pokers in the fire. It&#8217;s the access to the upper levels of an awesome dreamscape. <\/p>\n<p>I have watched a distant family member die, and become a zombie&#8230; and realized I probably couldn&#8217;t give a headshot when it&#8217;s necessary. I&#8217;ve found that person that I&#8217;ve sought for years, and shared a laugh and a beer. I&#8217;ve traveled the walls of the house of my nightmares, taken my own hand as a child and stepped out of the door to nowhere. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve seen my daughters grown and with their own families, and I&#8217;ve gone to the past and roasted marshmallows with my uncle. My grandparents have come to dinner in the new house, and I&#8217;ve walked the dock and cut leeches at Shoal Lake with my cousins.<\/p>\n<p>I have literally throttled the tears out of someone, then hugged them as tight as I could. I have spoken my mind and driven with the windows open at breakneck speeds over country roads at night.<\/p>\n<p>I have looked into the blue depths of those eyes and known that they look back and see the me that I am, truly.<\/p>\n<p>And now at quarter to four in the morning, I smile, look at the lengthy to-do list and know I shall lose myself in the iridescent light again. <\/p>\n<p><em><font color=#121212>Fy nghalon, fy nghariad, fy golau.<\/font><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There is freedom within&#8230;.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve been trying to catch the deluge in a paper cup. In fact, there is so much deluge my eyes are crossing and I&#8217;m having the most amazing dreams (when I finally give up and go to bed).<br \/>\nNow you know why I go at the pace I go, and why I&#8217;m always five pokers in the fire. It&#8217;s the access to the upper levels of an awesome dreamscape.<br \/>\nI have watched a distant family member die, and become a zombie&#8230; and realized I probably couldn&#8217;t give &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,104],"tags":[694,693,695,40],"class_list":["post-1108","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general-pondering-on-writing","category-new-bedlam","tag-dreaming","tag-personal","tag-working","tag-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1108","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1108"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1108\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1112,"href":"https:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1108\/revisions\/1112"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1108"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1108"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jodilee.sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1108"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}